Happy New Year to myself

This year, God has being a great blessing to me. By bringing me to Japan already a great blessing.

Let me tell you guys one thing. Everyday I woke up in my bed, thinking that I am in Japan, already makes me very happy. Eventhough with all the hard work, injuries that I suffered, loneliness that I have to go thru, BUT I am just glad I could be here.

One reason is that I could enjoy living in the most livable and enjoyable city in the world. Secondly, I could be here spreading gospel and do God's work. God really is amazing. HE always put us at places where we are the weakest and would guide us through it so that we can grow.

This year, God had teached me alot about relying on HIM. Not an easy task, but i manage to do it. This year, I have one resolution to follow closely to God. Let God guide me to find more happiness through HIM.

This year, I also understand what is friendship. Why in the world people needs friends. I now understand that we all would be helpless sometimes, relying on ourselves would not make our life better. That's what friends is for. Is for encourage us, to give us strength to go on, to bring us up when we are down.

You know, God also teaching me one thing this year. Is about loving people. I hate talking to people. Make people feel good eventhough just a small success. I do not like to encourage that way because always feel so fake. But a few weeks ago, one of my church friend told me.

I could do better. I could encourage people and make people happy. I could change and can have many more friends.

I keep wondering whether I could. I know that until now, my words had hurt alot of people. And I feel if they do not like me, can no need to have such friends. BUT suddenly I felt that I should encourage people more, talk to people more, be more friendly. It is to make more friends and could show more love to people.

Ever since I am young, as I had told before, I want to show love to people. But never get the right way. And I guess my way is wrong. Now I want to change. I want to love, and be love back. Just hope I am not too late.

Guess love is a risk. In our life, we all are taking risks. Doing business is a risk, love a person is a risk. So why not try to do it more boldly. Don't scare to be hurt. Don't scare to fall down. Just do, Don't Think.

I always believe, if we have GOD in our heart and in our life, we could lead a life that could be a blessing not only to other people, but also help ourselves to be a great person and the most importantly, we could fulfill our heart's most inner desire. I felt that living in this world, without knowing what is our heart's most inner desire and fulfill that, living is like no meaning.

Anyway, that's just me. Take care people. I pray that everyone is having a great year as I do as well. God bless.