Its Time to FIGHT!!!

No more backing away. No more complaining. No more being scared or worry. No more being weak!!

I had enough of myself being so weak. Always just hide away from problems. I would face myself, face those challenges. No more escaping.

I heard about 1 statement. "Idle hands are Devils' playground" Its very true. Whenever we are idling, doing nothing, Devil could always come and mess with our brain. Telling us things that to hinder us away. Like, "you are always lonely", "you are worthless", etc.

So I guess I had enough. Now would give my attention to God.

1 time, my friend told me my blog is very "godly" based. :P
I felt thats the thing I wan to tell people that read my blog. Is that God is my universe. HE always being so good to me. HE always being my blessing too.

Blessing me with such a great chance to Australia, Japan and travelled to so many countries before. What else can I ask for?

Most of all, I found myself through God. I found my confidence in HIM, which i never really had until I met HIM at the age of 22. Before that, I really felt that life only have 1 me. If I died, no one would notice isn't it. But guess God shows me that I am wrong.

Really like those older generations of christians told me is true. The more you know God, the more you would want to praise HIS name and speak of HIM. Nothing else can give u the satisfaction besides that.

Thank you Jeremy for your message about fighting a war!!! I have to fight this war!! Dont rest. Do not let Devil take his chance.

And pastor Danny Guglemuchi message, let me understand that Keep dreaming a vision that given by God and keep going that way. Don back away. We should always just rely on God and go forward. This way, we would achieve goals of God. Not our own.

I had enough of avoiding and resting. Especially self condemn. I must stand up and win this war!! I had more strength than I thought to win this war.