Praise the Lord & Be Strong and Courageous

Guess it is time for me to start go back to blogging. These days, I have being so lazy. Ever since God gave me a job, I have being not reading HIS words and just do my job and studies. Feel so bad.

Anyway, wanted to say that God is a great God. HE never forsakes me. Eventhough I know HE never forsakes me but then sometimes we as human would complains. Not because not believe but the road ahead is very tough for us to walk through.

Since two weeks ago, I had walked out of my valley of darkness. I have seen the light and the road seems so fun these days. But I always keep in my mind that God is always my saviour. Without HIM, there would not be the present me.

Ever since I walked out of the valley of darkness, I found out God keep telling me about Joseph and David. I have to learn how to "Be strong and Courageous" like Joseph and "Always sing to the lord in whenever condition" like David.

I am trying my best these days. No longer I would want to stay behind and follow peoples' footstep or being order around. I want to be back the old me. The young, energetic, helpful, confident me. These is my real character. I feel that it is time to show to the people around me of who I really am. Shouldn't try to be an adult if I am not inside. But of course would try to be a responsible person and hope I can improve myself and show to other people my real talent.

Really feel appreciate for all my mum did. Sending me here and help me with my financial level. To tell the truth, talk about financial level, I feel like I am really a very lucky person. Ever since young, I never really understand what is called suffering or pain. All I know is being protected and be spoiled. (^_^)

But then when these days, I really saw people that have no money and wanted to survive on their own, like people in India or Africa, I feel I am too well fed by my parents and very blessed by God.

I forgotten whether I told anyone before. But since I came to Japan, I have a strong feeling to help the people here. These days I decided if I ever earn money here, not only I would save for my future, but also to help the homeless and runaways in Japan. These teenagers, or young people are the future of Japan, but the parents are so selfish that they would rather use the money on themselves and throw their child away. So I decided to use my money to help these people if I am able.

Anyway, just wanted to say thank you to God and also my parents for helping me to survive here. I am also guessing that since I came here, my father's opinion towards me also being changed. I am just guessing but hope I am right because I myself wanted to show different image to other people as well.

Take good care, you guys. God bless. Always remember that God would never forsake us. Only we forsake God. So must always pray to God, hold on to HIS words and praise HIM always.