Thursday, January 29, 2009

New year new resolution

Happy Chinese New Year people.

God is amazing in my life. Never thought I would have such a great day and great resolution.

Everytime I thought God could just bring me to any place. I do not need to plan and just follow. Guess I was half right only. I have the choice to determine what I need to do and how to do it. God is always there to protect and guide me if anything went wrong.

So, start from today I would start to plan my life and give it to God for blessing.
Everything has to be done by ourselves.. Then only God's blessing is so effective.

It is the same for my church activities. I know it would be the same for my relationship. God would bless me in this. I knew HE would. HE is my man~~

Take care people. Have a great new year. Spend it with family, with friends and with your loved ones. JUST don't spend it alone.

God bless.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Happy New Year to myself

This year, God has being a great blessing to me. By bringing me to Japan already a great blessing.

Let me tell you guys one thing. Everyday I woke up in my bed, thinking that I am in Japan, already makes me very happy. Eventhough with all the hard work, injuries that I suffered, loneliness that I have to go thru, BUT I am just glad I could be here.

One reason is that I could enjoy living in the most livable and enjoyable city in the world. Secondly, I could be here spreading gospel and do God's work. God really is amazing. HE always put us at places where we are the weakest and would guide us through it so that we can grow.

This year, God had teached me alot about relying on HIM. Not an easy task, but i manage to do it. This year, I have one resolution to follow closely to God. Let God guide me to find more happiness through HIM.

This year, I also understand what is friendship. Why in the world people needs friends. I now understand that we all would be helpless sometimes, relying on ourselves would not make our life better. That's what friends is for. Is for encourage us, to give us strength to go on, to bring us up when we are down.

You know, God also teaching me one thing this year. Is about loving people. I hate talking to people. Make people feel good eventhough just a small success. I do not like to encourage that way because always feel so fake. But a few weeks ago, one of my church friend told me.

I could do better. I could encourage people and make people happy. I could change and can have many more friends.

I keep wondering whether I could. I know that until now, my words had hurt alot of people. And I feel if they do not like me, can no need to have such friends. BUT suddenly I felt that I should encourage people more, talk to people more, be more friendly. It is to make more friends and could show more love to people.

Ever since I am young, as I had told before, I want to show love to people. But never get the right way. And I guess my way is wrong. Now I want to change. I want to love, and be love back. Just hope I am not too late.

Guess love is a risk. In our life, we all are taking risks. Doing business is a risk, love a person is a risk. So why not try to do it more boldly. Don't scare to be hurt. Don't scare to fall down. Just do, Don't Think.

I always believe, if we have GOD in our heart and in our life, we could lead a life that could be a blessing not only to other people, but also help ourselves to be a great person and the most importantly, we could fulfill our heart's most inner desire. I felt that living in this world, without knowing what is our heart's most inner desire and fulfill that, living is like no meaning.

Anyway, that's just me. Take care people. I pray that everyone is having a great year as I do as well. God bless.

やっと新年明けました。

久しぶりですね、ブロックを書くということ。

今年は私にとって、面白いの年だ。 どこでも、いつでも、神様が私の共にいるから。実は、私は幸せの人だ。毎日日本に居る限り、幸せということだ。

私達はいつか死ぬか分からないけど、生きている時がやりたいことを一生懸命にやるということは幸せだ。私はそう思うけど。皆はどう思う?

じつは、今私このブロックを書くの時、感謝の気持ちを持っている。今まで、私は日本に来るのは考えもない。だけど、神様は私にいっぱいの祝福があげてくれるから、私は今ここにブロックを書ける。

今年はたくさん学んでいるだ。人生のこと、人間関係のこと、考え方は全部神様が変わった。今年、私の念願は神様と共にもっと近くに歩いてほしいということ。

最後私は知りたいことがあるだけど、もし、皆できるかぎり、答えてください。
私達は人生の中に一番ほしいのものは何ですか? どうして今までそういうがんばりますか?

私は多分皆に証拠をあげてほしい。神様が私の人生に居るから。幸せができる、未来がある と希望もある。 (^_^)

皆元気に生きているね。頑張ってください。人生はいろいろなことを私達が学べるから。